I don't dream about you, I never do
What does that mean?
Is it that youre halfway here, and halfway there
And I'm somewhere in between?
And I don't pray everyday, for you
Does that make me bad?
It's just that it's so tough, to give so much
When I'm so mad
Cause I can't understand, why you act like
You don't give a damn
You say this must be a joke
Things they go from bad to worse
And you yell at God, you blame the world
You scream and curse
But that's all that you do
Sometimes you cry, but those times are few
You say you can't stand still
But you don't move
You have two sons who adore you
And a husband you say you'll keep
But you run to a woman, your salvation
Can't you see, you've made each other weak?
So if you want to go, that is fine
Just don't leave us all behind
Believing for a second, you didn't try
Sometimes I don't follow through
With all the things I said I'd do for you
Do I apologize now?
Or are we even somehow?
Cause I don't think you want me to
Do I feel badly enough?
Or is enough too much?
Smetimes I feel nothing, then all of it at once
And it's hard to know what feelings to trust
We took your hand, and we led you
To a place you asked, but I don't think you want to be
So do we leave you, or believe you
When you say this time you really want to see?
We've been lied to, and we've been yelled at
But we still love you, figure that out
So if you want to go, that is fine
Just don't leave us all behind
Believing, after everything, you didn't try
Words and Music by Katie Miller, 1999
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